School sucks

Never in my life have I ever liked school. 

Ever. 

Not that I have a wide range of vocabulary to begin with but there is no word to accurate describe my hatred, no not that, my absolute disgust for school. 

I barely learn anything new in school. The education system here does nothing but pushes people for innovation, literally pushes. Wether you like it or not, you have to learn/memorize or digest whatever they tell you. You're not learning, you are only memorizing things said in lectures and classes. And when the time comes, you regurgitate everything during that hour and a half. 

Ever since school started, I guess it proves to show how democracy fails in this everyone has a say country. 

Meh. School sucks. 

Learning how to blog // Blogging 101

Warning: This post might not be coherent throughout. I'm just trying my best to not fall asleep as I hear (for I am not listening) the tutor.

Honestly I don't give a shit regarding what the tutor is talking about. I think blogging should be an expression of feelings - it can be in words or pictures. There's no need to pick out who writes them, how they write it and et cetera. I mean c'mon, I know that you're supposed to teach that and (ironically) the business side of it.

I'm not interested in that. Talk to me about English. Talk to me how I can harness the power of English to improve my writing. I'm not interested in the Business side of things.

Speaking of which, the business part of this business school I'm in - my gosh! So much hypocrisy. Annoying pricks. Let me give you the low down on how to get what you want in schools like mine;

1. Be a super enthusiastic pretentious freshie when you first enter.

2. If you're born with good looks, well you're lucky. If you're rich, welcome to the club where popular people socialise. 

3. It's all about the contacts - the more you have the better.

Basically, the more popular you are, the more "pretentious" you are, the more hipster you are, the chances of you getting what you want are very high.

So here's to another 4 and a half semesters till graduation.
School sucks.

LIFE'S BEEN SHITTY

I guess this is how you feel like when you're a mess
no wait, your life is a mess
when you think you had it all figured out
when you were no prepared.
when you chose a course that you knew was a huge leap of faith

I guess this is how it feels like to grow apart
perhaps it is inevitable
again, maybe this is just me being dramatic.

Even my proses here don't make sense.
There is no structure, no rhyme, no rhythm.

I feel like i've lost it all. Control over my life, my emotions.
EVERYTHING.

I've lost.

Word Emotion Feelings Vomit

Honestly, I don't know where I belong.
Kinda does suck when people go, "Oh wait, you WERE there?" "Oh, who is (insert your name)?" When the thing is you've been there the whole time. Well yknow what? SUCK IT. Cause I don't think I'd want to know people who don't know me. I mean, my whole goal this year is to live life my way, be free, travel & be  easy breezy. I guess I haven't let go of the old me yet - the one who craves attention and jumps around everywhere screaming at every little thing who just messes stuff and have so much fun. I just wanna calm down this time round.
Sometimes I really do think I'm a 40 year old stuck in a 17 year old's body. I guess, it's time I set my priorities straight. Study well, make a few friends, eat well, live well, travel the world!

Plus come on, when you're down the only way to go is up. When you're up, you're just going down. So this me prefers safety over insanity so I think, I'd be a wallflower indeed.

Outfit Inspo

School has been mediocre so far. Didn't really have any high expectation for it to begin with since Day 1 was a bust. There are the many different sectors of people you'd expect to see in an American High School and well, didn't we all learn from 90210, Gossip Girl that unless you have a good heart - being cool and lofty brings you nowhere.

Maybe they've got the brains. I don't know. Waaaaaaay to earlier to judge. Anyway, it's a rainy Sunday and what better to do then to have a collage of pictures for outfit inspo! Woohoo

Disclaimer: None of these photos belong to me

Back to school Inspirations

Singapore's weather is crazy. Envy them living in the Northern Hemisphere!

if i could paint my nails maroon it shall be

None of these pictures belong to me.

MUST DO DIYS

Since I'm a broke girl living off my parents' paychecks and mine, I figured I have to start making my own clothes for a brand new 3 years in a new school. It's March now and school begins in April so I'd better scramble!

All of the DIYs are from Apairandasparediy. Mad love for her!