School sucks

Never in my life have I ever liked school. 

Ever. 

Not that I have a wide range of vocabulary to begin with but there is no word to accurate describe my hatred, no not that, my absolute disgust for school. 

I barely learn anything new in school. The education system here does nothing but pushes people for innovation, literally pushes. Wether you like it or not, you have to learn/memorize or digest whatever they tell you. You're not learning, you are only memorizing things said in lectures and classes. And when the time comes, you regurgitate everything during that hour and a half. 

Ever since school started, I guess it proves to show how democracy fails in this everyone has a say country. 

Meh. School sucks. 

Learning how to blog // Blogging 101

Warning: This post might not be coherent throughout. I'm just trying my best to not fall asleep as I hear (for I am not listening) the tutor.

Honestly I don't give a shit regarding what the tutor is talking about. I think blogging should be an expression of feelings - it can be in words or pictures. There's no need to pick out who writes them, how they write it and et cetera. I mean c'mon, I know that you're supposed to teach that and (ironically) the business side of it.

I'm not interested in that. Talk to me about English. Talk to me how I can harness the power of English to improve my writing. I'm not interested in the Business side of things.

Speaking of which, the business part of this business school I'm in - my gosh! So much hypocrisy. Annoying pricks. Let me give you the low down on how to get what you want in schools like mine;

1. Be a super enthusiastic pretentious freshie when you first enter.

2. If you're born with good looks, well you're lucky. If you're rich, welcome to the club where popular people socialise. 

3. It's all about the contacts - the more you have the better.

Basically, the more popular you are, the more "pretentious" you are, the more hipster you are, the chances of you getting what you want are very high.

So here's to another 4 and a half semesters till graduation.
School sucks.

LIFE'S BEEN SHITTY

I guess this is how you feel like when you're a mess
no wait, your life is a mess
when you think you had it all figured out
when you were no prepared.
when you chose a course that you knew was a huge leap of faith

I guess this is how it feels like to grow apart
perhaps it is inevitable
again, maybe this is just me being dramatic.

Even my proses here don't make sense.
There is no structure, no rhyme, no rhythm.

I feel like i've lost it all. Control over my life, my emotions.
EVERYTHING.

I've lost.