I guess this is how you feel like when you're a mess
no wait, your life is a mess
when you think you had it all figured out
when you were no prepared.
when you chose a course that you knew was a huge leap of faith
I guess this is how it feels like to grow apart
perhaps it is inevitable
again, maybe this is just me being dramatic.
Even my proses here don't make sense.
There is no structure, no rhyme, no rhythm.
I feel like i've lost it all. Control over my life, my emotions.
EVERYTHING.
I've lost.
Thursday, July 4, 2013
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Word Emotion Feelings Vomit
Honestly, I don't know where I belong.
Kinda does suck when people go, "Oh wait, you WERE there?" "Oh, who is (insert your name)?" When the thing is you've been there the whole time. Well yknow what? SUCK IT. Cause I don't think I'd want to know people who don't know me. I mean, my whole goal this year is to live life my way, be free, travel & be easy breezy. I guess I haven't let go of the old me yet - the one who craves attention and jumps around everywhere screaming at every little thing who just messes stuff and have so much fun. I just wanna calm down this time round.
Sometimes I really do think I'm a 40 year old stuck in a 17 year old's body. I guess, it's time I set my priorities straight. Study well, make a few friends, eat well, live well, travel the world!
Plus come on, when you're down the only way to go is up. When you're up, you're just going down. So this me prefers safety over insanity so I think, I'd be a wallflower indeed.
Kinda does suck when people go, "Oh wait, you WERE there?" "Oh, who is (insert your name)?" When the thing is you've been there the whole time. Well yknow what? SUCK IT. Cause I don't think I'd want to know people who don't know me. I mean, my whole goal this year is to live life my way, be free, travel & be easy breezy. I guess I haven't let go of the old me yet - the one who craves attention and jumps around everywhere screaming at every little thing who just messes stuff and have so much fun. I just wanna calm down this time round.
Sometimes I really do think I'm a 40 year old stuck in a 17 year old's body. I guess, it's time I set my priorities straight. Study well, make a few friends, eat well, live well, travel the world!
Plus come on, when you're down the only way to go is up. When you're up, you're just going down. So this me prefers safety over insanity so I think, I'd be a wallflower indeed.
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Outfit Inspo
School has been mediocre so far. Didn't really have any high expectation for it to begin with since Day 1 was a bust. There are the many different sectors of people you'd expect to see in an American High School and well, didn't we all learn from 90210, Gossip Girl that unless you have a good heart - being cool and lofty brings you nowhere.
Maybe they've got the brains. I don't know. Waaaaaaay to earlier to judge. Anyway, it's a rainy Sunday and what better to do then to have a collage of pictures for outfit inspo! Woohoo
Maybe they've got the brains. I don't know. Waaaaaaay to earlier to judge. Anyway, it's a rainy Sunday and what better to do then to have a collage of pictures for outfit inspo! Woohoo
Disclaimer: None of these photos belong to me
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